Sigh.

Blame the rainy weather, or all the transition in my life... but I am feeling quite blue. Anxious maybe. I have a hard time coming to my job anymore because I feel more out of place than ever. I feel like everyone has moved on and they don't care if I ever worked here. Part of me recognizes that as normal.. they should move on, they should be over me. But I cannot help but want everyone to be broken up about the fact that I am leaving and that they won't see me everyday!!
After all, I have alot to look forward to but I am still terribly sad not to come here everyday and see my FSC people everyday.
I know that I am someone who likes attention, validation and affirmation (who doesn't!). I just want to be liked, missed, cared for, wanted....
Oh poor me! I feel a bit selfish for boo hoo-ing about this. I guess I am lonely and scared and worried about what is to come.