there would be days like this! I am trying to choose happiness, but I feel so grouchy! I don't have an explanation for why... nothing has happened... life is status quo. I keep thinking it is hormonal, just that time in the month where I start feeling...well grouchy, for no reason.
I am feeling down on myself, not good enough, unattractive, etc. I get it that we all feel that way sometimes, but that doesn't make it suck any less. I was to be consistantly ok with who I am! Not just the first18 or so days of my cycle.
I am in hyper-critical mode which I hate. I like it better when I am more outside myself. I am trying to stay busy and distract myself. Maybe I need to do some soul searching and my mind/body is trying to tell me that, but I don't really feel like soul searching right now.
After work, I will lay down and read and probably sleep for a little bit. That usually helps me... kinda resets my brain or whatever. Then I will exercise tonight which should help.
Positive thoughts, positive thoughts, positive thoughts....
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