I am not sure why I am awake, but here I am writing at 2:42 am. I am quite the sleeper most of the time. It is almost Olympic how proficient I am at it. I love to dream and just think that sleep is awesome.
But, sometimes... I find myself awake and not getting back to sleep. Alot of times I realize I am hungry.. Tonight was one of those times. So I got up and had pretzels and milk (have you tried it? Good snack!)
This is hard to explain, but I think I have trouble sleeping when I don't feel like myself. When I feel challenged or threatened... or just like I am not being my authentic self. I know I will stay up worrying when I feel I didn't express myself right, was put on the spot or said something I regret.
Geesh! The life of a worrier :)
Well, I am going to try again for some peaceful slumber... maybe here on the couch... sometimes I just need a change of scenery.
Hey friend, I am right next door wide awake too. I know what you mean. It is that inner itch, but in the end it centers us. Love you, B
ReplyDelete