And... it's over.

That didn't take long at all. J called today to tell me we are over. We had a terrific first week. I was so happy and so confident that I met a good and perfect man for me. Obviously I decided that far to quickly, but we, or at least I can't control my heart and emotions. All I can do now is try to forget him and how quickly I fell for him.
This week has been completely dreadful. My perfect and sweet dog Toby died and it feels like my heart will never heal.
A friend just reminded me of resilience but I don't feel resilient at all. I feel broken and like the tears will never stop.
I will be brave and work on the knowledge that life can change in an instant. A week ago I was high as could be with happiness and thoughts of love.. This week I am lower than I can remember being. Maybe next week will bring something great.

F I N A L L Y

This single gal has met someone! Someone I really like! Hot Damn and Hallelujah! Life can change in an instant and patience does pay off.
SO, I am happily floating through the ephoria that is the early days of dating. "J" as I will refer to him in this blog has me floating through my days with a perpetual smile on my face.
We have only had two dates, but they have been perfect and comfortable and fun and easy going and full of laughing. When he kisses me my knees buckle. I love this feeling of not being able to wait to see him again.
I am getting ahead of myself as always. We barely know each other. But I don't care. When I click with someone I go for it. If I get hurt it will certainly suck but I think it is worth it. And based on my impression of him he isn't going to hurt me anyway.
Happy, Happy! Swoon, Swoon!